Date: Sun, 26 Apr 2026 13:51:27 -0400
From: funkymail <funkymail@zohomail.com>
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Subject: Re: Non-Canon STTMCBoss thread 71 was Re:
 [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs
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On Sun, Apr 26, 2026 at 01:47:45PM -0400, funkymail via cypherpunks wrote:
> On Sun, Apr 26, 2026 at 01:42:10PM -0400, funkymail via cypherpunks wrote:
> > > https://ar.anyone.tech/6cb-OyzPFi1nJYZ-uHAHH2uwoCbosf0AQuS_qGEgBXY#-U_3AcjRgZTZOzif1iQ9xSi2nHQAlAkNfuey4AubE5R-r_7AW_9ZFMgbmBxlSPjx#1905870
> > > https://ar.anyone.tech/WQnYlm58fO0G-zFK2kCBkdvTL0mT8P2xH6TdTDV9CGc
> > 
> > i may end up running mbsync by hand. anyway ...!
> > 
> > 
> > so. in the 2010s there was a tiny newsitem that this chinese grad
> > student or such had applied ICA to video and found you could use it to
> > measure pulse ox parameters pretty simply.
> > 
> > heartpulse app is an attempt to make a mobile app that shows this--
> > 
> > [noting some inhibition experiences, they describe observing people's
> > pulses with video as evil or creepy and focus on amplifying the evilness
> > judgements and associated stoppingness with the behavior, rather than
> > relating around responsible implementation or use.]
> > 
> > --using normal optimization procedures for mobile tech demos at the
> > time.
> > 
> > this pursuit roughly ended my life of optimizing algorithms.
> > 
> > https://ar.anyone.tech/06A3e23wXYwcR-RnGF_IKnPhi8krLWBohpzY9wBn80c#UR5xrZOsJD28uTZhT9diRz2Cj3dSYJ6fPRdT4GO4qga9z5LcYUUq3nsP4hx3AZDb#1905876
> > https://ar.anyone.tech/S1UTv6HrFilwXUxuDXIGpHOvISG62oG_CdzYJakyUHs
> 
> more creepiness amplification.
> 
> of course the problems are in the tech work, not the release or use, it
> is now what i am navigating.  suddenly i am realizing that it's use of
> full-imate averages means a person so far away they are only a single
> pixel could have their heartbeat reported clearly to a user--
> 
> [would send here but that would mean waiting for mbsync ...]
> 
> now feeling kind of nauseaus and having a different kind of dissociation
> ...
> 
> taking;some time.
> 
> so it's very powerful, the stoppingness, but it's illogical because it
> is talking about things i am not doing, such as _using_ or _sharing_ an
> app i _have not started_ that uses _generally useful technology_ (that
> is also quite old now).
> 
> here we kinda see my habit of arguing with my experiences. they raise
> strong reasons that are likely insufficiently true -- they act for goals
> moreso. getting hard to be rational and consistent.
> 
> https://ar.anyone.tech/LswTA4aAbQVRCoGZXTzvDMcbvad92J4cBdUDLffgfY8#aKzQ_aLggtU7_UgZzEzBk41QP6S9iSpYEpe6RTaSXnUJDju0tbaxB8C2MmrYCRLG#1904895
> https://ar.anyone.tech/Dvb-DfTjw5VVfh7S2Y5wwOoWico8DY_rjzO4x-r0W9c

very tense now. usually i get farther than this.

i think an argument is what i feel like here.

I don't think this is bad. I don't think I am bad. If I could be bad I
am happy to limit this, but you never respond to that.

It responds better to me saying I am not bad' It's less worried ir a
non-bad thing has the thing it's referring to. It doesn't seem to be
aware of the difference between pursuing a large project (my life
experience) and having the result (absent from my life).

..